Its been several days, a lot of things keep on bothering me. Regrets from the past a lot of "IF ONLY's " on my mind. Why is it I'm too good on giving advices yet too hard for me to apply. It makes me laugh at myself. I know what to do but very hard for me to start. Its been a routine and Im stocked! I kept on telling Iv been there than that but still wrong decisions are made again. This is not my fate, this are chances I'm putting myself into risk. I laugh a lot showing others I'm happy but the truth is I am totally lonely.
I wanna start the new me, I know it's very hard. I am already left behind, its time for me to find the real me. We need to be ready and give our all for us to be better in time. Give a try, theres no harm in trying.
Thanks to all the people around me for good and for bad, I treasure you all! You are all my inspiration nice nor rude to me. I have learned a lot and those will be my stepping stones to become successful. Soon I can find my real happiness.
About Me
- Dishy
- I have learned a lot of things from the past, been independent for several years. I have faced a lot of trials, been screwed, been pathetic and bitterness. That caused so much pain within me feels like a glass breaking into pieces yet I know how to hide all of that mixed emotions. Im a jolly person but often misjudged by others.